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5:59 AM
burnt - all at sea by jamie cullum
im a big big big jazz fan
are you gonna copy me now?
cheebs. anyway i am a great jazz fan. jazz is always up there next to metalcore and so on. you know i always wanted to be a jazz singer when i grow up. now i've grown up and no im not a jazz singer. hehh
anyway. today supposed to have tuition la. saturday is my tuition day what. so the norm is that it starts at 12.30 but my brother goes first so i have to send him to my aunties hse right. so its patricks first 12.30-1.30 then mine 1.30-2.30 and then i have another one at 3-4.30. but there was a glitch today. i wake up at 10 to find nobody at home and ten bucks on the counter for me. i assumed that patrick stayed over at aunty yvonnes place since i came home late last night and everyone was already asleep. so i left the house at 11.45, reached the bus stop at 12 and took 854. perfect timing right? so i would be just in time for my tuition at 1.30 RIGHT?
wrong
on the way there i get a message from my maths tutor cancelling cos he husband had to go take out stitches *cough bullshit cough* so nevermind. i could go out and merayap or something. THEN my aunty calls me.
aunty: where are you?
me: in the 854, eunos. why?
aunty: cikgu has been waiting for you since 12.30 you know?!
me: where's patrick?
aunty: IN CAMP!
and im supposed to know he's in camp la. cheebs man. my family is pissing me off once again. i call my mother
me: WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME PATRICK WENT TO CAMP?!
mum: maybe you should have been out of your room so at least we could talk.
me: so punishment for not coming out of my room is that YOU NOT TELL ME LA!
mum: everyone else knew so why didnt you?! why didnt you ask?! i told you.....
me: *click*
i can't be bothered anymore la. serious. she's being damn unreasonable. i didnt ask cos if there is any changes in saturdays "norm" wouldntthey tell me like they usually do. she made a mistake so there. no more. and she shouldn't argue.
so i arrived at the house and everyone is yelling bla bla bla. then started tuition which was quite okay did some catatan bahasa crap. NOW my mother is so nice to me cos maybe she realised her mistake. im still pissed at her.
so anyway. now in godma's house typing this cos i need a break from all the holiday homework la. i haven't even touched it. only the vocab worksheet which is not even finished. i still have a ton of maths practice papers and 100 word meanings that i have to do. gonna die.
i have some news on the thing though. i am a bitch. i know, i accept it! i am rude. YES I AM. i know so you dont have to go tell me like it hurts my poor little innocent shit-like feelings. i have no feeling for your info. i only have hate, disgust, wrath, anger, the-want-to-mangle-your-little-lizard-like-body and pity for you. awwwww so i guess alex does have feelings. sheeesh. she is still gonna suffer.
someone else is gonna suffer too. that muh-fucking asshole who stole my music!
yes so im going back to my homework... and jamie cullum
12:46 AM
burnt - lost town of wandering souls by stalins war
did i tell anyone i adore stalins war?
reason for blogging: im angry
no shit alex of course you are. two fucking reasons why.
i decided to take out my angst out on my blog before i do on my guitar. kills two birds with one stone or shall i say kills two DICKS. Anyway im gonna refer to this particular person and a thing alright. okay this thing is apparently blind. she puts food in her eyes. but thats beside the point. i tell you this thing is fucking competing with me?! i mean why must you?! you siao ah! crazy. go find someone else la. you look like are shit. go and eat shit. EAT YOURSELF. so am i being petty? okay im not jealous at the fact she longs for something i have. at least go get something similar right. why must take mine. i dont think mine wants you anyway. asshole. so ya. if the thing ever comes across this. my message to it is to go eat shit you motherfucking son of a bitch you crack whore why dont you fuck yourself you cunt head cheebai asshole buto bastard pukimak cocksucker. okay im fine now. i just hate the thing.
now the second thing im pissed about is my sister took my pants! both of it. go find your own damn clothes i mean i dont steal yours anymore right! asshole. i got a gig tmr la i wanna wear my pants. not only that okay my pants is tapered so retard la. so old wear tapered. whatever la i angry la.
actually im more angry about the first one la. i hope something big falls on her. or she eats her hand by mistake. or decides to lie down in the middle of the tpe with on-going traffic (preferbly 18-wheelers) or jsut get out of my life. simple.
6:30 AM
burnt - those days you felt alive by spitalfield
well lemme update. its the damn march hols.
nothings up for me.
not gonna meet ryan the whole week i think =( cos he's got school and stuff. well tomorrow, gonna head to the national library tomorrow. do some art research for my "sugar skull" thingy then off to jam at sound lab WOO HOO! yay! SLIPKNOT HERE WE COME! im so damn excited. haha. meeting azhar at 430 and i guess with everyone else as well. wonder what we'll sound like besides shit.
i love him and i miss him very much.
8:18 AM