Sunday, February 26, 2006
burnt - recovery by funeral for a friend
so well im updating maybe cos im bored. i would have updated yesterday but i still dont have my laptop. i'll be getting it back tomorrow.
i dont know why im updating seriously. maybe cos there's nothing to do. right now, leon is singing reinventing your exit horribly.
okay shall update about yesterday.
went to church, the urge wasn't there and i had butterflies returning back to that place again. met a whole bunch people that i haven't seen in ages. went in for mass but it was a bore so came out and sat downstairs sat with galissa and harsha with the intentions to stay only for awhile but started talking and lost track of time. was fun catching up and all that. laughing at the times when we were damn immature. while talking and talking all of a sudden one fag voice came out of nowhere shouting asking people to enter the mass so then harsha, galissa ryan and i ran out damn fast sia. went to hide behind a car then started talking again. we sat until mass was over then went off to siglap. was supposed go macs or something but ended up going to ryan's house and spend almost the whole night there until 4 am then went home. hah
im damn bored right now.
ehh shit there's school tomorrow.
Scared to open up these eyes
See just what's inside
This tree is dead and cold
This house is not a home
Help me now
I'm dying here all alone
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know
Casually I confide
Awake and paralyzed
Forever in one word
Forever is the longest time
It's the only cure
I'm not sure I'll survive
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know
Can you see these blood shot eyes?
And can you see...
That my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
Can't go on this way
Promise me, promise me
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
You will not ever leave
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
It doesn't seem the same
It just doesn't seem the same
_just me_
6:52 AM
ABOUT THE ALEX
i was brought into this world by pure evil genius.
c'mon man i was raised by a pack of wolves.
but i'm still an ordinary chinese eurasian person who sorta lives off the edge.
yep i stay at yishun. its almost the edge aint it?
waiting for secondary school to end so i can get on with my miserable life.
which is actually quite good.
people tell me i'm female but i doubt.
What do you think?