Monday, February 27, 2006
burnt - stigmata by arch enemy
asshole asshole asshole.
im damn dumb. i shouldn't have let my body take over me. i went to sleep!!!!! im so pissed with the fact that i just had to go and sleep in the evening. im gonna be awake from now until i don't know.
this is why im blogging. im bored again.
okay lets talk about school. there was some mix up with the N lvl papers and shit. im paying for one paper that i have no intentions sitting for. asshole. maybe thats why im so pissed. stupid shitnit fuck. mrs freeman just told me to sit for the thing. sorry lah but i have no intentions la. i cant possibly take ML "A" syllabus la. i cant even cope with "B" haha. hell no. so right now, i've gotta make a decision to sit for it or not la.
after that had bio. stupid condoms. you know, if you wanna have sex with peace of mind, you have to use a condom with spermicides okay nevermind. useful info. then something bad happened, dont really wanna talk about it. well, today is a sad sad day for some of us, luckily we had giant oreos to cheer us up.
this entry is boring and again it lacks emotion
fuck.
19 questions of maths done and an absolutely boring day planned for us tomorrow.
_just me_
8:21 AM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
burnt - recovery by funeral for a friend
so well im updating maybe cos im bored. i would have updated yesterday but i still dont have my laptop. i'll be getting it back tomorrow.
i dont know why im updating seriously. maybe cos there's nothing to do. right now, leon is singing reinventing your exit horribly.
okay shall update about yesterday.
went to church, the urge wasn't there and i had butterflies returning back to that place again. met a whole bunch people that i haven't seen in ages. went in for mass but it was a bore so came out and sat downstairs sat with galissa and harsha with the intentions to stay only for awhile but started talking and lost track of time. was fun catching up and all that. laughing at the times when we were damn immature. while talking and talking all of a sudden one fag voice came out of nowhere shouting asking people to enter the mass so then harsha, galissa ryan and i ran out damn fast sia. went to hide behind a car then started talking again. we sat until mass was over then went off to siglap. was supposed go macs or something but ended up going to ryan's house and spend almost the whole night there until 4 am then went home. hah
im damn bored right now.
ehh shit there's school tomorrow.
Scared to open up these eyes
See just what's inside
This tree is dead and cold
This house is not a home
Help me now
I'm dying here all alone
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know
Casually I confide
Awake and paralyzed
Forever in one word
Forever is the longest time
It's the only cure
I'm not sure I'll survive
This is not a new game
So don't think that you know
Can you see these blood shot eyes?
And can you see...
That my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
Can't go on this way
Promise me, promise me
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
Promise me, you will not ever leave
You will not ever leave
And my strength is failing
And I can't go on this way
And this heart's not beating
It just doesn't seem the same
It doesn't seem the same
It just doesn't seem the same
_just me_
6:52 AM
Friday, February 24, 2006
burnt - the only difference between martyrdom and suicide is press coverage by panic! at the disco
Applause, applause, no wait wait
Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make:
well today i tried to rest in right but i kept waking up and falling back to sleep on objects. i slept on my earpiece, mp3, my maths textbook (don't ask how that happen. i just like to roll) then i finally managed to awaken at 2pm. watched tv, did homework, watched american idol and now on the com. wonderful.. my lifes a bore
on a much much much much lighter note, im gonna watch final destination 3 tomorrow! power la. i really wanted to watch and now im going tmr. yay! excellent.. haha. so i guess im gonna ditch the mass tmr. people tell me its a bore anyway so WHAT THE HEY! gonna watch with jayshree, sarah and xanne tmr unless there's a change of plans tomorrow.
i seriously cant wait to go back to school. i mean seriously. its gonna be a tough time looking for all my teachers so they can give me the test but what the hell right? gotta go what you gotta do. okay gonna do karangan..
now where's my kamus.
_just me_
3:38 AM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
burnt - i write sins not tragedies by panic! at the disco
okay well back to blogging. i've been sick these past few days. didnt go to school for about 1 week. i think i suck shit. hahaha. and NO im not going back to my old ways. REALLY
anyways, the vacationweek is coming to a close. i studied and did all my homework so i guess thats an accomplishment for me. i miss sarah, jayshree and jasmit la. i miss my classmates also. im a shit for not going la. i probably missed out on alot but hopefully i can catch up.
whats on my adgenda for the weekend?
-tuition on saturday. i have 2 okay
-gig/gigs
-then church at night. its youth mass so what the HEY!
i guess thats it. i guess with me getting older, my life is getting evern MORE boring. you know i cant handle the fact that im 17 this year. i dont look 17, i dont feel 17 either. i have no breast heeee. thats beside the point. my maturity level hasn't even gone pass 3. i guess i'll be a teen when im 80 alright. thats when i'll get my tatoo. sheeesh.
so im back to blogging cos i have nothing else better to do. weee! the skin i think kinda sucks. i made it myself and the lyrics is from i write sins not tragedies by PANIC! at the disco
_just me_
5:37 AM
