Wednesday, October 26, 2005
burnt - dance, dance by fall out boy
okay so we got letdown. it was too good to be true anyway, hah!
didnt go to school for the past few days since i know my results and plus its boring. talks talks and more talks. they think its helping us but i doubt completely. Ms sek called my house this morning luckily i was sleeping okay.
well shall update about yesterday. i woke up at 9am!!! thanks to a certain person!! went all the way to city hall man. to make it worse, i had no means of communication. my phone's a bitch. After that, met roxanne and compass to pass he the guitar and off we went to TM for the interview. After that due to some last minute complications, we cancelled jamming that day. SCALLY AH sofie called to say that we could go but we had no drummer so we got a replacement. just for that session only.
everything turned out to be okay cept' that something really pissed me off. two somethings to be exact shant say what or who. ahh whatever..
all thats left is gonna be playing at third place on the 30th Dec. be there! or don't. hahh!
_just me_
7:42 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
burnt - the special two by missy higgins
okay i'm starting to listen to song that halpe me remenisce. dont ask why la. its kinda freaking me out.
well today was a boring day. sex sex and more sex. As if i'm gonna do it now. please. so troublesome. so many STD's especially crabs! hah! so funny to see people walking around scratching their genitals against palm trees or lamposts. sorry dont mind me, my imaginations tends to run wild.
we checked our results and how many subjects i passed. i got 3! jayshree also got 3! i'm fucking happy la! but something at the back of my head keeps telling me that its not confirmed. damn! but i dont wanna think about it. i saw 3 means its 3 and nothing less. so we all get promoted! WOOOOOOOOOOOTS!
its o333 and i'm not alseep. i should be cos i've gotta get to city hall in the early morning. for breakfast with the vampire. hah. no la just joking. then after that, to ah pongs hse to collect the guitar then off to jamming near by! WOOOO! its been a long time since all that's left has hit the studios so yeah! can't wait. we're still gonna practice eventhough we received a piece of bad information just now. about that, i'm gonna bash her cos i know that she knows that we know that she's lying. LOOSER. nobody can back out of an event like that okay! cos its fucking big.
ahh whatever. gonna hit the sack. TATA!
_just me_
12:24 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
burnt - time by chantal kreviazuk
i like the song in my blog. i know its totally not me but i like it so YA. If you're wondering who the two people are in the picture, well they're joan and adam. I got hooked onto the song beacuse of the show Joan of Arcadia its seriously really nice and i think itsbetter than that stupid O.C cos i dont really like the O.C. HAH!
well yesterday night was fantabulous! Went to the fashion fiesta. saw jayshree and chanel! all very very pretty la. all professional. dammit! i'm so immature. i think i'm stunted. thats just too bad. i'm short, skinny, breastless and buttless. hahh! maybe i could get those for Christmas?
so tomorrow is promotion day. i'm shit scared but i'm praying. i hope there's hope... get it? ahh whatever.
k's i'm off to do the band blog.
Time, where did you go?
Why did you leave me here alone?
Wait, don’t go so fast
I’m missing the moments as they pass
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
So wait for me this time
I’m down I’m down on my knees I’m begging for all your sympathy
But you (I’m just an illusion) you don’t seem to care (I wish that I could)
You humble people everywhere (I don’t mean to hurt you)
Now I’ve looked in the mirror and the worlds getting clearer
I’ll take what you give me. please know that I’m learning
So wait for me this time
I should’ve know better
I shouldn’t have wasted those days
And afternoons and mornings
I threw them all away
Now this is my time
I’m going to make this moment mine.
(I shouldn’t have wasted those days)
I’ll take what you give me. please know that I’m learning
I’ve looked in the mirror
My world’s getting clearer
So wait for me this time
_just me_
7:51 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
burnt - ocean avenue (acoustic) by yellowcard
so i haven't updated.
pffffffffffffffft whatever
today was absolutely fun cept' the fact my contacts we're giving trouble and my entire eye was red. hehh. so we checked papers. my results were quite bad. i cried cos i failed my combined humans by 2 fucking little shittyfied marks! what the hell la!! so pissed cos i studied so hard and these are the results i get???? nonetheless, i managed to pass 2 but all not very good la. i had 50 for combined science! ON THE DOT but what i fear is the overall marks. plus, minus project work, class work and whatever fuck nonsense. i feel that i already got promoted but i know i cant feel this way. at least just not yet.
actually i wanted to contribute this entry to that fatty acid but she's not worth my blog space so i shant say anymore.
tomorrow meeting almost the whole of 3C for jayshree's fashion show! yay! so exciting! IDK what to wear! better go try on some clothes now
if i could find you now things would get better
_just me_
10:34 AM
Sunday, October 16, 2005
burnt - note to self by from first
my dog is a pissnit. she just bit a totally new box of facial cream to fucking shreads. now thats a real bitch
okay haven't updated in a really long while. actually i'll update and just about this point, i'll get bored and close the window...
okay well, guess i'm gonna update la. The exams are done so its relaxing time in school. So shiok la. Well, trying to get a job at fish and co' and probably go for the interview on tuesday and see what happens. i've changed the layout! at this point alex is getting very bored and might close the window any second.
gonna jam after the hols in preparation for the gig! YAYNESS! acoustic jamming first then the norm. All our sessions are now free! WOOOOOTS! haven't decided which studio to go yet maybe katong. i dont know what to type lahh this is friggin lame. i may shut this blog down. FAFAFAFAFAFAFUCK
note to self: i miss you terribly
this is what i call a tragedy
_just me_
6:06 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
burnt - jude law and a semester overboard by brand new
well, its been a really really long time since i've updated this shithole which is collecting dust.
some good signs so far:
-the papers were alright
-a confrim on the december gig!
-my pimples are clearing up suprisingly
-i've got a new phone
-i've learnt to let go and accept the facts
so yea! so far, so good!
i just pray that the results are good.
yes yes my band all that's left is playing in the month of december so come watch and support! will post further information later on during the month due to secrecy but i'll post it soon so COME and try not to laugh too. haha. some people think we're not good enough and not ready. well, i dont know. we're still gonna try anyhow and if we fall flat on our faces, lets just hope that when we fall, the impact will disfigure our faces so you wont be able to recognise us and taunt us. we're gonna be playing unholy confessions, deadbolt, rum is for drinking not for burning, you give love a bad name (atreyu cover), jude law and a semester overboard and drive me crazy (sugarcoma cover). we may play more depending on time we have to practice and all.
and as for the exams, i just wanna get promoted. i want my whole class to get promoted. i've grown too attached to my class not to get promoted okay. we have fought the good fight now all we've gotta do is pray for the Lord to save our souls. sarah, jayshree, janet and i wanna get jobs so that we can earn some money during the hols. maybe go out on a shopping spree! i know i need new stuff!
as for him,
i told you i have given up and today, after that piece of information and for my eyes to see it for myself, has given me MORE reason to forget. you have changed so much in the past few months and its a drastic change that i know not only i can see but your close ones can too. what the heck happened to you??? you used to be so nice now all i see is just your ego getting bigger and bigger by the second its just sad to watch another good one go just like that but cant be help right? oh well i just hope you'll change in your own time.
_just me_
12:28 PM