Thursday, September 01, 2005
burnt - reinventing your exit by underoath
today's seriously fucked.
woke up today with a blocked nose and a splitting headache. was supposed to go to the library but since i'm sick, roxanne's sick, wilson's sick so we didnt go but wilson went.
i dunno la. i'm so uncertain. looking back at life, makes me feel damn sad that i'm held back by a year. i feel so sad that my friends are graduating this year or next year. the fact that i'm not gonna experience poly or JC life just kills me. i'm still trying but something just makes me wanna stop schooling next year and start applying for overseas education but now the thought of leaving everyone behind kills me even more. well life stinks. but i've gotta hand it to myself cos i make people think that my life rules. actually i'm just a really good liar. i hide my problems and thats damn sad. if i let it out, people will find it annoying. so i'll just shut up for now and let my blog do the talking. the vender?
up against the wall.
shivali didn't show up. so i guess she cant get her present. too bad.
so we're jamming again probably next week. not 3 hrs please unless you want all of us to die from exhaustion and leave holes in our pockets. gonna try and learn hold you heart by letter kills . That song sucks cos it reminds me of you and that makes me just feel sick inside cos i can't have you. Thats not fair la. you only like the sausage lips. whatever la.
_just me_
6:29 AM
ABOUT THE ALEX
i was brought into this world by pure evil genius.
c'mon man i was raised by a pack of wolves.
but i'm still an ordinary chinese eurasian person who sorta lives off the edge.
yep i stay at yishun. its almost the edge aint it?
waiting for secondary school to end so i can get on with my miserable life.
which is actually quite good.
people tell me i'm female but i doubt.
What do you think?