Sunday, September 18, 2005
burnt - beside me by forty foot echo
friends are dicks. at least some are not. i only have 3 VERY VERY VERY good friends and i thank God for them la. man i do miss them.
exams are coming and i want school to be over really badly. i may be stopping school this year and do private. i think i need it la. break away from this "clique" no offence to anyone on particular, but i hate cliques. the moment you call a group of friends a clique sure will have problems. i dont know la. i'm leaving it as that. so i'm a liar and i'm irresponsible and blah blah. well, there is a reason that i lie is that if i tell you the truth, you will be too childsh to handle it anyway. thats whats bugging me. the hate between all of us is imense so therefore, i'll be the one to make the first move. so yea.
fuck you, fuck care and goodnight
anyways, this morning was awesome! my first time sneaking out and i got caught. but none the less, it was fun. adrenalline pumping i might say. hurr hurr. i went macs to study at 3 am with wilson. there was alot of students there studying. so cool la.. really it was. but i wont sneak out again since i got caught. i'll tell her before i go next time. yup yup.
okay my brother is mopping the floor so i gotta go disturb him
_just me_
4:20 AM
ABOUT THE ALEX
i was brought into this world by pure evil genius.
c'mon man i was raised by a pack of wolves.
but i'm still an ordinary chinese eurasian person who sorta lives off the edge.
yep i stay at yishun. its almost the edge aint it?
waiting for secondary school to end so i can get on with my miserable life.
which is actually quite good.
people tell me i'm female but i doubt.
What do you think?
