Wednesday, August 31, 2005
burnt - suspension by mae
its been a while since i've blogged.
i'm in the mansion now cos godma's gone away to LA until wednesday so i guess i'll be staying here til' then.
so today i faked sick since i wanted to miss ACES day/teachers day. doctors are stupid. no la. i'm just a very good liar :) i say second option anyways, today has been sorta a mix feeling kinda day.. get what i mean? i guess not. cos i dont get myself at this point. i usually laugh at this point which goes a little something like "hahahaha" i'm just really tired now.
my brother is annoying. he keeps playing shit music on his pocket PC while i'm playing music i mean can't he just shut the fuck up. asshole.
so yea its gonna be a long long weekend.. about 7days????? haha. coolness. but i still need to go back to school to finish up the editing my videos with qiaolin, jayshree, sarah and the rest la. i'm too tired to list em' all down
OH YA i got a new laptop.
very random
probably going out tmr with Xanne. study study study study
WE ALL LOVE TO STUDY
going to the library tmr. maybe i'll FINALLY be able to finish up my TYS questions for Shivali.
i really don't want tuition tmr really. i'm dead tired from the past weeks in school with the video and stuff. i dont think today was enough rest for me. still shit tired.
there are mosquito's flying around my head.
i swear one of them has a craving for my eyelid.
better not close my eyes.
as today passed, i've actually and finally seen the effects of mood swings and i never have mood swings ah. from the start of today, i told myself "turn your phone off to save money and resist from messaging him cos he is annoyed with your constant chain of crap" so i turned off my phone. after that, i felt like shit cos he didnt message at all. then, i kept turning my phone on and off, on and off, on and off and so the story goes. LALA.
finally, my itchy fingers got the best of me. dang it alex!
whats done is done, everything is somewhat normal
i need to go eat tom yam! someone come with me please!
_just me_
10:36 AM
ABOUT THE ALEX
i was brought into this world by pure evil genius.
c'mon man i was raised by a pack of wolves.
but i'm still an ordinary chinese eurasian person who sorta lives off the edge.
yep i stay at yishun. its almost the edge aint it?
waiting for secondary school to end so i can get on with my miserable life.
which is actually quite good.
people tell me i'm female but i doubt.
What do you think?