Wednesday, August 31, 2005
burnt - suspension by mae
its been a while since i've blogged.
i'm in the mansion now cos godma's gone away to LA until wednesday so i guess i'll be staying here til' then.
so today i faked sick since i wanted to miss ACES day/teachers day. doctors are stupid. no la. i'm just a very good liar :) i say second option anyways, today has been sorta a mix feeling kinda day.. get what i mean? i guess not. cos i dont get myself at this point. i usually laugh at this point which goes a little something like "hahahaha" i'm just really tired now.
my brother is annoying. he keeps playing shit music on his pocket PC while i'm playing music i mean can't he just shut the fuck up. asshole.
so yea its gonna be a long long weekend.. about 7days????? haha. coolness. but i still need to go back to school to finish up the editing my videos with qiaolin, jayshree, sarah and the rest la. i'm too tired to list em' all down
OH YA i got a new laptop.
very random
probably going out tmr with Xanne. study study study study
WE ALL LOVE TO STUDY
going to the library tmr. maybe i'll FINALLY be able to finish up my TYS questions for Shivali.
i really don't want tuition tmr really. i'm dead tired from the past weeks in school with the video and stuff. i dont think today was enough rest for me. still shit tired.
there are mosquito's flying around my head.
i swear one of them has a craving for my eyelid.
better not close my eyes.
as today passed, i've actually and finally seen the effects of mood swings and i never have mood swings ah. from the start of today, i told myself "turn your phone off to save money and resist from messaging him cos he is annoyed with your constant chain of crap" so i turned off my phone. after that, i felt like shit cos he didnt message at all. then, i kept turning my phone on and off, on and off, on and off and so the story goes. LALA.
finally, my itchy fingers got the best of me. dang it alex!
whats done is done, everything is somewhat normal
i need to go eat tom yam! someone come with me please!
_just me_
10:36 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
burnt - firewater by yellowcard (punk goes acoustic)
school was today was okay. it kinda started out like shit.
outside physics class, ms sek started screaming at me. lucky she didnt book me man. phew!
during physics, did some questions and blah blah blah.
after school, went to qiaolin's hse to help her act for her film. its really funny! i had to wear her mothers pj's. i swear i looked like a maid OKAY. we left the house at around 5 plus? yea.
we took the lift down and i saw wilson and ben! since qiaolin's hse is just in front of monfort was kinda suprised to see them though but they didnt see me.
all in all, today was awesome!
personal reasons
i'm just so fucking happy now!
well, tmr, i need to stay back again.
i've been staying back almost everyday now. but after this week, NO MORE.
then we can all start studying for our finals. i'm really scared for the finals la. i'm already starting to study and tuition homework is a killer man.
ahh bummmer...
my life sucks now. i have really important decision to make.
before today, i decided to give up. but now, all i wanna do is keep on trying.
something in the back of my mind tells me that its all a waste of time. i cant believe i have your picture as my wallpaper. what am i gonna do??? this is the first time i've ever been like this and i hate it. i'm supposed to be the matchmaker so what the hell am i doing??? i cant delete your messages in my inbox eventhough its overflowing. fuck this feeling sucks. i don't know what to do. someone please tell me! he's still cute to me
x---------------------paperhearts wont win this time
_just me_
8:00 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
burnt - plays pretty for baby by saosin
town yesterday with Xanne and Sofie.
it was fun despite some major annoyances.
FISH IS STUPID
I HATE HIM
he's a liar and an asshole. as well as a fucker. okay so yea i was quite pissed off cos i missed my grandmothers birthday dinner for the faggot. OH WELL. he's a guy what more can i say?
the maid was alright la. not as scary as i thought it would be. khai tried scaring me a few times but it didn't work.
supposed to go clean the orphanage today but i fucking mother didnt let me go. she wanted to see a CONSENT FORM. cb lah now everyone angry with me. but i'm fucking pissed la cos its like a small matter only. i don't know la. i feel like we're all gonna split up and it sucks okay. i don't know what to do but i'm trying. there are so many restrictions like my MOTHER so don't think that its my outside activities okay.
i've got nothing more to say. i'm just damn pissed.
_just me_
1:32 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
burnt - i can tell by saosin
ayye.
haven't updated in a while!
I'M SO HAPPY
don't ask.
:)
didnt go to school today cos mummy dearest didn't wake me up on time.
but nvm. back to sleep again :)
i just love my tutor okay. she bought me something for passing my common tests! its damn nice la
_just me_
9:37 AM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
burnt - gone going by black eyed peas
my decision to blog has left me at a lost for words. hehh.
i really don't know what to blog la.
okays well, family mass yesterday. It was okay la. Made so many mistakes but thats okay since i only had the music early that morning. Saw a whole bunch of people there. I can actually say that i miss the church people la. Some of them have completely changed???? i mean i just saw some dufus become something of a babe magnet??? or maybe he's still a looser??? i dont care he looks cute. then there's the ultimate.. THE BACKSIDE please man? whats up with your hair??? really man. i'll stick to my theory that you are only good looking, when you're on the good side, which is obviously my side :) i'm sucha ass. LINUS GAVE ME A CAP! I LOVE IT!
after that, went to phlemm's hse for a BBQ. nice steak :) but i got gastric. lucky i didnt have to leave my mark in your toilet. after that, well... its a blurr
all i know is that i slept at 7 am talking to Xanne and Sof!
one question is still lingering in my mind.
WHY DOES HE LIKE FRUITS SO MUCH!
no really. WHY
ahh well. just isn't meant to be la.
i'm stuck with this song all cos of SARAH FONG!
was at her hse yesterday doing a math project. had lotsa fun! took so many photos! we didnt actually get down to the project but we eventually will la. :)
And its gone..gone..going..
gone..everything gone..give a damn..
gone be the birds when they don't wanna sing..
gone people..up arkward with their things..
Gone.
_just me_
9:09 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
burnt - burn it down by A7X
i just saw something really stupid la. kinda scary actually. thats way too long. if he expects me to be like that he can go fuck a wall like how he did her :)
imma stuck in a rut. cos this guy is so fucking cute!! hehh. well i cant have him. VERY OBVIOUS REASONS and besides, i dont want him what.
i'm not going to school tmr. i've been sick la.
anyways. national day was good. went to the oriental hotel to watch the fireworks. june, tommy, their daughter ariel, godma, godpa, patrick and josh were all there. ordered room service. the fireworks were right in front of our faces! had a great view. all in all, it was good. took some pictures. will upload them tmr or something. too lazy. has anyone noticed that i've been blogging in short sentances???
oh well, thats beside the point. i'm still in shock after reading the testi-MOLE. i mean WHY SO LONG LA! but i shouldn't have went snooping around la. but i didnt really want to find out la. it was kinda accidental? hurr hurr. at least i know la and the game is on man! the gloves are off! okay i'm talking shit now. i'm just trying to make this entry long.
i want a sensitive man, who cries when i hit him.
_just me_
8:40 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
burnt - burn it down by A7X
Substation yesterday with alex and sofie. met my fish :) i think he's growing on me
anyways, i had nothing to wear cept' my sisters skirt which was super super super short. i sat down on the floor and my skirt was nicely going up. luckily had my bag to cover :)
i couldn't mosh! cos my skirt was too short and plus i didnt wanna pang-seh alex. yes i am a good child. the bands were greaaat! and the energy was HYPEEEEEEE!! damn shoik. Khai attempted several times to throw me in the moshpit but failed. hehh. then there was this stupid bald dickhead. really old and ugly just irritated the shit outta me. sofie moshed several times.. saw her get thrown out.. BRUTAL MAN. haha. the moshpit was great. the last band that i heard play was awesome la. shiok la..
I SHALL WEAR PANTS NEXT TIME
after that went to pastamania for carbonara which was super nice but kept growing. had some problem with a jealous ah lian girlfriend. very stupid but its over. after that, headed home. phlemm got on the 31 bus and made me wait for 12 that didn't even pass there. nevermind la. we ended up at tanah merah MRT anyway.
came home, attempted to wash the stamp of my arm but failed. khai scrubbed his arm with detol. at least i know he's hygenic. :)
_just me_
12:37 AM
Friday, August 05, 2005
burnt - our lawyer made us change the name of this song so we wont get sued by fall out boy
school was alright.
i pissed ms sek off today. but just a lil'
i slept through my paper
first time. i didnt even study anyway
tmr's the gig! and i have not asked my mother about the gig la. i dont know how to ask her. i think i'm afraid of rejection. ooh look! i just gave wesley my blog address! HI WES! my drummer is cute (: that was very random
i cant wait for the jamming session. really i cant take it anymore. haven't played for a while. my fingers are itchy
I WANT TO STAY IN PHLEMM'S MANSION!
i need want to stay in phlemm's mansion! i need to run around in big compounds!! i need to raid her fridge! too big for her family. TOO MUCH FOOD! i'm in heaven!
Brothers and sisters put this record down
Take my advice 'cause we are bad news
We will leave you high and dry
It's not worth the hearing you'll lose
It's just past 8:00 and I'm feeling young and reckless
The ribbon on my wrist says:
"Do not open before Christmas"
We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good so you can have almost famous friends
Besides we've got such good fashion sense
Brothers and sisters-put these words down
Into your notebook, spit lines like these:
"We're good friends only when you're on your knees"
Make them dance like we were shooting their feet
It's just past 8:00 and I'm feeling young and reckless
The ribbon on my wrist says:
"Do not open before Christmas"
We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good so you can have almost famous friends
Besides we've got such good fashion sense
We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only liars, but we're the best
We're only good for the latest trend
We're only good so you can have almost famous friends
Besides we've got such good fashion sense
_just me_
8:33 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
burnt - only ashes by something corporate
its been a bad day, another bad day
and all i wanna do is look at you and know i'm okay
yes today sucked completely.
i thought i could score for my maths but NO the fucking paper was a lie joke lah okay. i demand a fucking re-test!
no trig came out. it was all bloody congruency.
fuck it la. i need to study more.
so tomorrow's history. i'm just gonna run through the thing then its off to happyland for me. not gonna crack my brain for this one. especially when the baboon arse was my subject teacher.
okays. i'll be staying at aunty yvonne's place for a few days while she's away. so thats a plus.
now i've gotta beg mummy dearest to let me stay at the holiday inn! then for the substation thing and then for jamming session on sunday. strategise alex.
piece by piece, and bit by bit
i'll break this down for you, real slow
but i can't whisper all of this
and i can't seem to let this go
so i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
i'll watch the matches, turn to ashes
i can tell as you turn, i smell the sulfur so clear
and fire's a beautiful sound
and the wings that you burn turn to ashes my dear
and ashes just fall to the ground
yeah we're only ashes
_just me_
4:43 AM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
burnt - violence by blink 182
a proper update?
maybe.
today was a shitty day. had bio and physics paper today.
i really thought that my physics paper had hope. little did i know, that Mr Chang had already finished marking all the papers by recess time.
so he gave us our marks and i failed by one stupid stinking pathethic fucking retarded MARK as you can probably see, i'm damn unhappy now. its like i actually felt that i was aborbing whatever was taught to me this time round and theres still no bloody use. i have finally come to realise
alex is a stupid child
crap la. i'm SO not happy la. damn fed up with myself.
now the only thing i can fall back on in my maths.
and if i dont, i'm so fucking screwed la.
_just me_
1:54 AM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
burnt - on my own by the used
okay lah. update. just for kicks.
social studies was a drag. i'm so gonna fail that la.
had tuition with shivali just now. again
she bought me roti boy!
i fell asleep halfway. i think she got pissed.
well, i'm gonna study now.
_just me_
8:34 AM
Monday, August 01, 2005
burnt - me and the moon by something corporate
heyoo. haven't updated in a while.
eh go see my tagboard la. damn happening. okay not really bothered.
just finished my 2hr tuition with SHIVALI!
she's the coolest tutor ever!
she's so damn sarcastic that its funny. the good part about it, is that i understand every word that she's saying i like her teaching methods la.
anyways, gonna burn midnight oil today. got bloody SS to read up on. so screwed. oh well.
BRUDDER just told me i've got 12 missed calls. nehh nehh
i left my phone at home today. so sad man.
i miss my fish
shant elaborate on that too much eh?
dammit they found my blog.
i'm still not gonna change my link.
i dont care.
theres nothing else here la kaypoh.
go fly kite la.
_just me_
10:11 PM
